Welcome Ed. Welcome 2010.

Yes. Hi, I am back again in a way. Its been some time since i last blogged about crazy and happening stuff in clubs. For the past few months, I dunno if i have changed for the better or worst. But seriously, life still goes on.

My school days are going to en-act itself, hope my results can be as good as my poly days. Working and study, many cant cope. Me too am afraid. I don't want my life to change too much due to further studies.

I did hesitate even at the last minute to withdraw out from sch. Its a fact that having a degree doesn't mean that you get good payroll in the near future. Even you dont hold on to one, doesn't mean that you can't be rich.

My current job is getting stagnant and I am getting bored. I am still hanging on here because I need to finish my degree before i can move on. If i had withdrawn from school, maybe i would have tendered. Job hunting and interviews make adrenaline pumping, you just hate and love it. I wonder how people can stay in their job for like 20 - 30 over years, doing the same old thing.

Sometimes, we just don't get what we really want in life. Don't you think so?

Cruel Intentions.

Now, i am still trying to find myself. Like my nick in my MSN, "Life is not about clubbing." This seriously cant go on and will not go on as its been really too much recently. Like one of my good fren, Edam says: "Ed, i hear jiu hao. Haha!"

So why do people club? Drunk? Dance? Finding New Partner? Flirt? One Night stand? Chill? Grind? Did i miss out anything? Ok, Maybe too rich? Lol. I believe be it guys or girls, i have listed your intentions. Hahah. Seriously what the Hell, Bosco! But its so common these days. Nothing is impossible. Let me go through one by one for you.

Drunk - Dont head down to places like Zouk, Zirca, Powerhouse, etc when you have to tink before you order drinks coz they are inexpensive to get yourself drunk. Argh, juz go double O. You no need to think so much and you can have a nice cold drink on your hand. Cheap drunk i call it.

Dance - Recently always sweat like hell when i dance. Nice music to make the body groove. I like RnB and hip hop. Now i feel like learning dancing. Anyone? Except you pls.

Finding New Partner - Don't freaking waste your time to get a nice guy or girl in a club. Unless its a fren's birthday event when the guy/girl only head down there once in a gathering event. If you go there to tap girls like me? Believe me, they are being tapped at least 10 times that night. Do you stand a chance? Yes! Bluff them you are rich. Oh ya, we are talking about new nice partners. We are not at the One Night Stand yet. Yap. Chances close to zero. Please try your nearest mall.

Flirt - How shall i put this one? when a grp of girls like 2-3 hits the dance floor, there are always 4-5 guys surrounding them, trying to flirt with them. Some guys juz dance around them and hope that some miracle will happen. Guys, they dont. Unless you are Zac Efron. Please guys, only in drama. or Maybe you are lucky that lady is drunk. Might be a psycho. Yap. Beware. Girls do flirt - Bitch.

One Night Stand - This one is interesting. How should i start? Not only for guys, there are some ladies out there looking for this one too, they do want this kind of experience. Just waiting for the right guy to open their.. mind. Not legs. Ok maybe eventually. This is obscene. Next.

Grind - Ok, i shall talk about grinding first. Recently heard lots from my ladies fren that they were molested in clubs. Mostly by malay guys. I even saw it right in front of my eyes. and seriously whats up with that. There is always someone meant for you. Don't touch what's not yours. Unless permission given. Be it body language or mouth language. Please despo dont grind anymore ok? Ladies dun like it.

Chill - This is where you know new people if your fren bring new friends. Your night will be quite fun i shall say, making new frens with ease. I met a few nice people through my frens. Guess this is the most righteous intention? Chilling i mean.

Too Rich - If you just get your bonus from your company, be generous when it comes to alcohol. Its nice treating someone a glass of cranberry vodka. You may brighten his/her night and maybe he/she might brighten yours.

From what i learnt on labour day and previous club nights, only try to know strangers whom you are interested. If you are drunk, please be awake for that few seconds of your life. You do not wish to be in that awkard position my friend was in. Don't waste other people's time if you are least interested.

In clubs, its a realistic world. Both sexes see appearance, internal beauty dun belong here.

Maybe i should try the nearest mall.

该离开的人是我

Just now watched 无敌珊宝妹 who starred 张栋梁 and 郭采洁, if you know who they are. Never really chased this taiwan drama, but will try to watch when possible. Din know that Zhang dong liang can actually act. His recent love song, somehow always touches me. Suddenly feel damn gay. Will try to learn this song "不甘示弱". Its a pity this song was not born when i broke up with you.

Clubbing yet again!!

Haha. Its back to ed story telling time again. As usual, clubbing stories are always as interesting as ever. It was payday on Thursday, due to the 12th falling on a stay home Sunday and our wallet was replenished with full of bullets. Lol. "Well, inside the bank actually!" Cannot really spend all, must save abit. After work that day, had dinner at lau pat sat yet again and then walk over to Boat Quay. Was thinking whether to club or sing at pub or go home? lol. We hesitated. Went over to the prata shop, called some of my frens asking them where are they going tonite, long weekend. Must enjoy ya!

Soon, we decided to go club, as usual. haha. We walked to dbl O from boat quay, its was.. ya far! but ok la, walking distance. We checked out the age limit n the songs that will be played that nite. Zhijun underage. wth. haha. I called her up and tell her she can go in, but need to pay cover charge of $20. She ask me got free de or not? i stunned. She then changed her mind sae she not going liao, going sat to st james. ok!

Till then, been working the whole day, was not in good shape n smell. And was thinking still young, better club! if not next time no more chance le. haha. den we took cab home and prepare our clubbing suit for a nite at "reBeL". haha. First time there, jiewei saes personally he like it there alot. So we went there instead of joining michelle and sandy at st james. I like got alot of Kang Tao. haha.

That night, was quite a first time nite. lol. drank graveyard and lamborgini fire or duno what u called it. digusting la seriously. haha. Know 2 girls there and we buy graveyard treat them drink, that girl super turned off, sae i force her drink beer. LOL. ed sings: "watever watever watever!" The crowd there not so bad. Music too loud for me. Eugene says he like it. Well.

Woke up by her sms the next day, ask me if i am going out. Was thinking why the sudden contacting? Anyway, actualie intended to stay at home to rest coz will be clubbing again on sat. If go tonite will be quite over. She told me paige is going too so i ask Eug if he wants to go. She told me free entry plus free drink. So juz tinking go the club Attica take a look and see how was she. Well, she has kinda changed. Ha, i duno how to describe it. Maybe no longer the girl i missed that much and one that has grown up abit and turned havoc. To others, maybe i have changed alot too. So we are the same.

We started toking and started dancing. The feeling is like fulfilling what was left undone when i promised her to bring her to club. Never imagined that the first time we clubbed together, we are no longer lovers. But the feeling is like we have never parted ways. Never drink much, i was not drunk. I dont think she feel this way. Ha. Think she just needed someone. The nite ended.

Early in the morning on a closed room Saturday, she msged me again. Tell me Yiting ask if i was going st james that nite. Hello?! came the next msg. I replied ya. Calynn invited me to go there, Zhijun is going there too. Why not? haha. Long time no see girls. But couldnt contact zj, she lost her fone. So i can only look for Calynn there. ZJ fren, vivien juz tell me she hallucinating saw me, maybe its me. haha. saw someone look like jay chou. wth. den i ask her where she see this guy, near podium!. Den i tell her i was near the podium the whole nite with my ex la. and she confirmed thats me. So crowded oso let you see dao. Your mimi yan not bad. whahaha.

And ya, dance whole nite wif her, wasnt a pleasant one when a malay guy came over n molested YT. realie abit dots. This is one hell good reason i dun like my gf to go clubbing. who cares if u slap or kick that guy. He still got what he wants. I am sorry that i went too harsh on you again. YT they all left ard 3 plus, and sent pl home safely. Me n eug went over to calynn's table n had a drink den we walk to dragonfly n take a look. Sian no live band. Sylvester go sleep liao. I like him. Alot may beg to differ. he is not that bad.

AFter partying, went to mac had breakfast. Damn cheap. EVerything so cheap outside a club. Wanted to order a jug before we left, freaking $50! damn ex can. Was freakin thirsty drank lots of milo in mac! hahah.

The next day, peili told me that she have no problem being good frens with all her ex bf. hope i m not the first one (having problem). Lol. Imagine, I left her for another girl. 3 mths later. we dance & hug closely together, sweet tok to her. Then i tell her, I have no problem being close frens with all my exs, hope you dun break my record. Haha. Will i dio slap? your commment pls thank you.

Anyway, don't think she will contact me for the time being. As i tell her i wanan forget her n move on. she knows what to do.

just now saw edam's msn saying : "ncoeusf". I go hi him and sae confuse? he tell me you know why? This was our conversation:

Edam: Coz my fren still love this girl but ask pl not to contact him.
Ed: NB.

Good nite.

shopping yet again.

Ha. I went to cut hair after work today. Tot the hairstylist of mine went missing. Been searching for him since last week, uncontactable. But anyway he is back. And i got my hair cut. =) lol. pLeased!

Been window shopping for 3days in a row, but todae i finally spent some money. ARgh. Seriously, damn hard to control but that is something i dun have and i tink its pretty in the trend right now or maybe long time ago? haha. Its an electric blue cardigan. Went to collage on monday. Heard from my fren who saes that there's discount there. the Cine outlet guy told me no size for the cardi, ask him check tell me what only his shop have this design. Bloody hell, i go far east de got 2 pcs la. _|_ lol. anyway, 89bucks got 50%. good buy must buy de la.. haha. will post it up when my camera is ready for my blog photos.

In the previous email, said that i wanan quit clubbing. ya. Hell true, very hard. Calynn juz jio me go powerhouse next sat. and Eug bought so mani clothes dat he tell me he cant stay at home for another weekend. i guess i m in quite a dilemma not going? ha. will see how.

As for relationship issues, i guessed i was pretty wrong trying to find a girl to replace my ex gf, which lead me to some confusion if all these girls are really suitable n compatible for me. Anyway i have decided to shun qi zhi ran. Should never had rush to get anyone out of the blue. Its just so wrong.

Tomorrow need to wake up early (I hope i can)! Its the day of the month again. AH GONG AH MA PAYDAY! LOL. i control your money la. Anyway i m obliged to give you money. Thats my Job! Good nite.

潮男正传

Trying to club no more?

Been clubbing for the past 3 weeks at double O and i shall sae that i do enjoy myself partying. Just took my March bonus 2/3 of it can say its gone and i am left with some penny. So tonight i am going to stay at home and think what i want in the future. Ha. Its pretty unlike me to say such things. Eug msged me at ard 8 plus, no plans ar? I tell him, calling quits le. Boo. haha.

I really wonder what do i spent on sometimes, it gets really amazing when you do not know where all your money goes to. How do i keep track of my money? Any idea anyone? Really need to cut down on expenses on clothings. I think i have pretty enough nice clothings. Actually can dress one whole month without wearing the same outfit. Whatever.

Just heard that there will be no increment this year for us. Starting to have the urge of changing a job. Its getting very routine at the moment. But I cant denied that i do enjoy my stay in this department. Everyone is nice but there are still some distances with some of the colleagues which i used to be very close with. I do still feel sad at times. But what to do, i think i shall just choose to blend in with others. A place which i feel 100% comfortable has already dropped to 80%.

Maybe i should consider working what I have previously studied? Getting a lower paid job at a start but better prospect in the future maybe it will be a better choice? Or i should just further study? Lots of choices need to be made. I am not young anymore. Need to quickly think of a solution, dun wish to regret for life. Actually do feel like working a sales job but i believe it to be a more stressful and challenging job? As a slacker, this step is quite a risky one.

As a libra, we can be very indecisive. There are choices to be made everyday, we do make wrong decision sometimes so we shall just learn from it. This blog need some refurbish and i think i will work on it now? ha. Sorry today's blog aint that interesting post i made previously and ya I have them all deleted. Oops. Ha. Its all pretty wrong. Very wrong i shall say.

Everything will come to an end soon.

Bastard no more pls.